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God Shaped Hole

by Michael Weston King

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NO MORE SONGS (Phil Ochs) Hello hello hello, is anybody home I've only called to say I'm sorry The drums are in the dawn And all the voice was gone And it seems that there are no more songs Once I knew a girl, she was a flower in a flame I loved her as the sea sings sadly Now the ashes of the dream Can be found in magazines And it seems that there are no more songs Once I knew a saint who sang upon a stage He told me about the world, his lover A ghost with no name Stands ragged in the rain And it seems that there are no more songs The rebels they were here they came beside the door They told me that the moon was bleeding Then all to my surprise They took away my eyes And it seems that there are no more songs A scar in the sky, it's time to say goodbye He withers on the beat, he's dying A white flag in my hand A white boat in the sand And it seems that there are no more songs. Hello hello hello, is anybody home I've only come to say I'm sorry The drums are in the dawn And all the voice was gone And it seems that there are no more songs.
2.
Lay Me Down 03:05
They buried me tonight in Corpus Christi To the sound of my greatest hit from ‘74 They laid my body down In the cold aching ground Now you won’t see me anymore I thought it only fair that you should be here To see my final show before a crowd I've died so many times Once more won't hurt this life But this is not the end, it’s just the door Lay me down, lay me down There’s a pretty thing that’s waiting underground The road is smooth and cold as alabaster It’s scarred and cracked yet perfect al the same The trees that lined my path Were all afraid to ask If I’d be back this way again So lay me down, lay me down But let them know that I’ll still be around Lay me down, lay me down There’s a pretty thing that’s waiting underground
3.
Just want to close my eyes and go to sleep And pray the lord my soul to keep There’s no life left in this life of mine I’m growing old before my time I’m weak of will and the hungers died I’ll disappoint you no matter how hard I try Don't even care about starting again Don't even care about calling back my friends Like a mother you can‘t leave Or a friend you can’t avoid It took me thirty six years to realise I hate what I am Big time dreams from small town girls Long distance calls to another world Unspoken secrets and domestic bliss no time to tell no time to kiss I want to see your face I want to hear your song We’ve been holding back for far too long From Lovers Lane to Liverpool From someone's baby to nobody’s fool Like a lover you cant leave Or a friend you can’t avoid It took me thirty six years to realise I hate what I am
4.
Dear Lord, why did you desert me? Things were going so well Dear Lord, if heaven was with her Then why did nobody tell? Dark days are with me again Old ways are my new found friends Satan's’ been calling for so many years It gets harder to fight him and easier to hear Dear Lord, why did you desert me? Things were going so well Dear Lord, if heaven was with her Then why did nobody tell? I can blame you, you made me this way Now I’m doubting all you had to say I’ve not seen the inside of your house for sometime Once my eyes, they were caring Now they cant even cry Dear Lord, why did you desert me? Things were going so well Dear Lord, if heaven was with her Then why could nobody tell?
5.
Well those one song boys are touching down On the ground where I lay my head God bless those dreamers For all the books they’ve read As the street light fades we serenade The dreams of a miss-spent youth Tell me that you loved me because I’ve not got the proof.... Just those lies The beautiful lies That tell of the nights When the house was on fire, and I don't know why I subscribe Now the star-ship only spreads it’s light Once or twice a year It answers all our questions like “what are we doing here?” Because life is hard in the breakers yard As these young guns will soon find out The home truths burn and they’ll soon learn That the only thing in doubt.... Are those lies The beautiful lies That tell of the nights When the house was on fire, and I don't know why I subscribe Is it fear that keeps you going? When everything goes wrong You, you should know better, you’ve been around so long All the Presleys and Picassos They whisper in the dark “Stop making history” because I’ve not made my mark..... Or wrote my lies The beautiful lies That tell of the nights When the house was on fire, and I don't know why I subscribe
6.
He met her in springtime just before she left England He swore that he’d be there the day she returned It wasn’t so long before they could not control it His body would ache and her kisses would burn She wore white to please him and he was not pleased easily But he adored all she did, hung on every word she said He never felt alone when in her arms he was sleeping He felt so inspired he could take on the world But a lifetime is such a long time And we’re so hard to please And England's still dreaming and so is Louise She was a party girl, ten years in the making Then one night she told him she was living a lie To be a good mother was her one great ambition And he knew in his heart there was no place to hide The vultures were circling the clouds had turned crimson Their sky, once so blue, was now a black silhouette She told him to write her with his answer marked clearly But her burned through her postcard with his last cigarette But a lifetime is such a long time And we’re so hard to please And England's still dreaming and so is Louise Now she’s not been eating or sleeping these past weeks He spends his days with the walls and the floor Sometimes late at night she still feels him inside her His breath on her neck and his coat on her door She wakes alone, while he’s at the station He stares at the tracks of his tears as they flow He can’t quite believe it, he’s sure that she loved him She couldn’t hold on forvever so she just let him go
7.
Once life was a game played out on the street Where the only prize was the sun and the heat Now all that I am is all you can see Am I the only one who’s feeling like me I have not been leaping or dancing for joy I don't know which way is North All that I’ve got in this one great mistake Is the life that I choose to take My dreams they were stars that sometimes would shine And I pinned my hopes on a cold winters night Now a thousand black crows have filled up our sky Am I the only one still willing to try You can’t pin your dreams On endless wandering stars They wont light your way in the dark Sleep well tonight, don’t weaken, don’t break, Just live the life that you choose to take.
8.
This morning there’s a biblical sunrise that throws it’s light across the mountains This was their playground, their courtyard, their stamping ground The place where they melted and molded together again And it was the scene of their last final throw of the dice Their once fantastic place where reality finally set in Don't leave the light on for me You know I wont be coming back tonight Don't leave the light on for me it’s not how it used to be this time So he’s standing there by the side of the lake Where four months earlier they swam, they walked, they laughed I think they even talked He’s calling her up to tell her where he is But he cant speak to her now, she doesn’t even want to try and listen He can hear the children calling, he can see them playing, asking who’s on the line But he knows they cant hear what he’s saying Thank God they can’t hear what she’s saying Don't leave the light on for me You know I wont be coming back tonight Don't leave the light on for me it’s not how it used to be this time So it’s three weeks later, it’s five degrees below, not a cloud in the star filled sky The chapel on the hill is ringing it’s midnight bell A constant reminder of childhood and adolescence The big birds are calling to each other Flying too close to each other Flying too close to the ground Flying too close to him And she’s a thousand miles away, she may as well be a million In another world, another life now, another time Don't leave the light on for me You know I wont be coming back tonight Don't leave the light on for me it’s not how it used to be this time
9.
Well your hair smelt of Christmas as you bent down to kiss me And your coat of pure velvet reached down to the floor You’ve stolen into all of the dreams I was dreaming And ripped out all the answers I once held so pure It doesn't really matter that you weren’t intent on stealing Because the way I feel about it now There is nothing I could do anymore You’re my God shaped hole Into which I fall You’re my God shaped hole Into which I crawl No matter what they say and the mind games that we play You’ll be there, you’ll be there, to catch me after all Now all the singers sing a sad song All the films are staring you And all the rumours that were whispered have started coming true If I’ve so much going for me then what I am replacing One hundred miles from my house you are waking up alone I cant stand another day I hate these hours we’re wasting But time is up against me know Like everyone I’ve ever known You’re my God shaped hole Into which I fall You’re my God shaped hole Into which I crawl No matter what they say and the mind games that we play You’ll be there, you’ll be there, to catch me after all Your my God shaped hole Your my God shaped hole Into which I fall Your my God shaped hole Your my God shaped hole
10.
Annie 02:22
ANNIE (Eric Patrick Clapton / Katie Mary Lambert / Ronnie Lane) Old oaks stand tall, Annie See the world grow small, Annie But when will it fall, Annie, when will it be Winter has come, Annie No friend in the sun, Annie And when it's gone, Annie Where shall we be? All those colors have faded When ol' Jack comes to call Don't tell him no, tell him maybe Oh now, Annie, may God bless us all Oh yes Annie, God bless us all Hear the children they call, Annie? Every leaf must fall, Annie God bless us all, Annie Where ever will be

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The debut solo album released October 1999. A dark piece of work reflecting the author’s mood at the time. The song’s spartan arrangements of acoustic guitar, piano and cello the perfect accompaniment to the despairing lyrics.

God Shaped Hole is real “Blood on the Tracks” stuff, Kings voice is superb. Utterly compelling and beautifully wrought, this is a masterpiece of sorts.
- Time Out

God Shaped Hole is a heavy duty emotional roller coaster, but a ride worth taking.
- Q Magazine **** 4/5

God Shaped Hole is an extraordinary, reflective exercise in self-examination. The songwriting is superb and the playing masterly. The spirit of Phil Ochs seems to pervade this album.
- Country Music International **** 4/5

Like Phil Ochs or Townes Van Zandt, King transmutes squalor and self-laceration into pure gold….his craft seems to thrive on adversity. God Shaped Hole never deviates from single-minded brooding intensity, and never once strikes a false note. A classic, but at what cost?
- The Times ****4/5

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released April 24, 2020

Produced by Michael Weston King
Recorded & engineered by Martyn Joseph

MWK - vocals, guitar, harmonica
Harry Napier - cello
Lou Dalgleish - piano & vocals
Martyn Joseph - guitar

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Michael Weston King Montgomery, UK

Former leader of Alt. Country pioneers, The Good Sons, 12 years a solo artist and currently 1/2 of award winning country soul duo My Darling Clementine.

"King has a voice part Nashville balladeer and part Alt Country hero, a cross between Nick Cave and Rodney Crowell"
- The Independent
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